Wishlist for My Love Nest

LG WD-1484ADP

8/4kg White Direct Drive Washer Dryer

Roman Electric Ceramic Kettle

Mt. Sapola - Terracotta Electric Oil Burner (Living Room)

Mt. Sapola - Sandstone Candle Oil Burner (Master Bedroom)

Mt. Sapola Reed Diffuser Home Scent (Washrooms)

Simmons® Beautyrest® Obsession

Grand Atelier 700TC Egyptian Cotton Bedlinen

AUSSINO Primo Bedlinen

AUSSINO Loft Bedlinen

 

Co'Zy Egyptian / Jacquard Cotton Bedline

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Stressful Year

Have been busy with work.....

getting more and more stressful towards work....

shutting down my mind from work is getting harder and harder...

motivation level is getting lower and lower....

mood swing is getting more and more often....

time management is getting from bad to worse...

memory storage had almost reach the max....

pending work is getting more and more....

workload is getting heavier and heavier....

people are getting more and more difficult...

people are getting more and more fake....

people are getting more and more heartless...

nothing is perfect but nothing can be that bad as what you think...

there are still alot of thoughtful and understanding people who give support to you...

trying very hard to be positive....

always remember....

 no matter what, you have to finish walking the path that you had chosen....

this is all reality....

I am thinking to get 1 dark and 1 light tone evening bags for myself.

I saw a few but it was really very expensive~ but I guess I should be able to use for long ;)

Whenever I think of the high expenses on wedding and house~ I will tell myself not to spend~ 

But. . . .. . . this few years my wedding dinner invitation is getting more and more. And I'm always having headache what to where and I don't even have a decent evening bag~ I am always wearing the same heels and carrying the same bag... 


Should I buy or not to buy?? 


Money is hard to earn but easy to spend~ 


I am in a dilemma~:(

Sad

I really don't feel like going to work... . . ..  :"(

I really need time to overcome this.. .. . I had went for 5 sessions but could not see any improvement at all. How come everyone is looking good after going to the facials. But I am the one who is not showing any improvement at all. And it is getting VERY worse... if I removed my concealer, you will be shock to see me. My face is rotting~~~~ pimples outbreak non stop... there are lots of acne and scars all over my face~

My mother is nagging at me that I waste so much money and yet is getting worse... . . .. whenever I see myself on the mirror, I will feel like crying...... :"( I have to off the light when I am using computer as I does not want to let anyone to come to my room and talk to me.... I will stay far from everyone to avoid them to look at me... . . .. I am feeling damn upset.. . ..  I am losing my patience towards many things.. . . please tell me what should I do.. ...

I doesn't want to let anyone see me.... . . . but I still need to work. . . . .

Please... .  let me recover soon~ :"( *sob**

Special Day 21.10.2010

Finally.... I got to know something in my life which has make me think thru alot. Everyday, every minutes, every seconds & every moments. Just keep thinking and thinking. I had received advices and have to follow accordingly. I believed in you as I seriously feels that I need to do something to enhance on my future life. Your guidance is important to me now. I want to have a better and happier life with my partner.

Face Complexion

I am getting more and more depress recently.... my face complexion is getting from bad to worse... :'( most of my friends and cousins have very good complexion and yet me~~ how I wish I can be like them~ my confidence level is getting lower and lower... Just feel very demoralize... I really spend too much $$ on my face.... . . I just can't imagine that I have to spend so much for my rest of my life~

Currently I am undergoing a facial package, so far I am satisfied with their cleansing. Ann is really a good beautician. Now she is another important person in my life as I need her badly to improve on my complexion. The products also damn expensive but I think it is worth if it shows improvement on my complexion. Argh!! I really can't take without makeup~~ is like almost 1 week I had worked without applying any make up!!! I looks damn pale and my pimples marks are damn obvious. I need to be patient now.

I must stay positive and cheerful always!!

10.10.10

WTH! WTH!! WTH!!!! WHat is a GRC project!!?? Group Representative Constituency Project!! Is GROUP!! Why it dont looks like group project at all!! Most of the time only my constituency is doing the most duties!!! we walked here and there... run up and down... usher here usher there.... phone rings up for new duties... Our mobile keeps ringing non stop... . . .. . WE ARE OCTOPUS IS IT!

I know we are the one who headed the project but it doesn't mean that the rest can just sit there n do nothing!! No team work at all >,< Anyway GRC project is not easy... . . . OK nvm... I can't blame anyone.... Is either the job tasks wasn't allocate clearly / the helpers are not doing their jobs. I think both applied.....

But still in my heart I still want to thanks my colleagues and some of the staffs fr west, central and north.... most importantly is also my peeps... they are great volunteers... with no monetary matters and they hv to scarifice their time, they still do as much duties as the staffs. What about the rest..? *disappointed* I am not saying that we are good and the rest are not good. But at least we take initiative to help each other. Even though is a GRC project from other constituency, we always ensure that we take full responsibility and get our job tasks done correctly thru out the whole event.

A few of them which I didn't want to mention their name. If you r not willingly to help just tell me, don't give me excuses.... very simple task and favor also can't even help. I feel ashamed of your attitude and also doubts on your abililty. Another one, Excuse me! you are the one who is in-charge of the booth n you should know who is the judges. Is your responsiblility to go n look for the judges n not me! I had helped u to find the judges n yet you still don't appreciate and talk back to me so sarcastic! WTH! Sorry, kindly don't judge people by their look. I might look soft and quiet. But if I am not in the wrong, I will not give u face too. I talked back to her too. If she want to complain, let her be. I don't care who you are. Everyone deserves respect from each other. If simple respect also cannot fulfill, I'm sorry I will rebel back for my own stand. Mind your words!!

I just want to vet out my anger. Feeling better now. I think blog is great ;) lolz.....

Not Sercured

I feel cheated..... . . .. ..

Hopes that it is not true.... . .

The more I find out, the more dissappointing I am.... .. .

Had sent an email for an answer and still have yet receive any reply yet....

Pls prove to me that this is not true... . .

I'm an Idiot

I had made a very silly and big mistake yesterday.. . . this is the first time in my life that I did such thing.. :'(

I'm scare and rather lost during that moment which I think I'm dead... .. . . manage to clear most of the queries and yet made a very big mistake..... .. .  I couldn't accept what I had done as all this while I am always doing this n yet....*sob*

Such a timid me how can I do such stupid thing? This is not me... n I know this is not what I suppose to do n behave.... I am very wrong...

I'm lucky.. got advices from somebody.... I just hope everything will be fine. *praying very hard* really thank you for your advices~~ finally I'm cooling down..... . . . n feeling much better...

This will be the first and last time... ..  ... no more no more. ... . .. *full of regrets*

**~~ Our Olympus E-PL1~~**

Finally got our own *CAN MAKE IT* camera**~*@ :p ;P ;p

I know this is not what you want but I know you are aware that I like this camera :) that's why you decided to purchase.

I only know how to use *Auto* mode... lolz! Manual mode is for my dear to explore n practise. He likes photography. He wants to take as many beautiful photos of us in order to prepare for our big day video ;) Hee so sweet of him~ Thanks dear!

*just removed from my wish list*